3/30/09

James 1:19


"My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry"


Thats quite a tall order when one of my favorite pastimes is running my mouth...with road-raging every clown on the road following in a close second.

the message translation makes me smile:


"Post this at all the intersections, dear friends: Lead with your ears, follow up with your tongue, and let anger straggle along in the rear."

I need to teach my anger to straggle in the rear. Oh yes indeed. 

3/29/09

yes, I love my man.

A new favorite quote from the love of my life:


"yes. i'm engaged to a lifeguard (hot), who is unwilling to give mouth to mouth resuscitation should i need it (not so hot)"



3/25/09

God didn't screw up when He made you, He's a father who loves to parade you.



I feel like there are so many people in this world that need to hear that. 

I wish they would listen. 

there is a reason for my hope.

I know this is long, but please do read it. 

so... for those of you that don't know, I drive a GMC envoy, which could be categorized as somewhat of a gas guzzler. Therefore, I fuel up at least once, sometimes twice a week. I also play a taylor electric electric/acoustic, which requires a 9V battery. There is a gas station semi-close to my house that I used to go to almost exclusively, both to get gas, and because they had a generous stock of 9 volts... 

In this gas station there was an indian man that seemed to be working EVERY single time I walked in. I got to the point where, if I was outside filling up, and I saw that he was there, I'd walk in to buy a drink or something just so I could say hello to him...and eventually, we ended up being on a first name basis. After a month or so of me coming in and buying a 9V every week, he finally questioned me about it, and so I explained to him that I played guitar, led worship at church, and was the only female in a wildly popular local band (thats right, i said it). He seemed really interested in the fact that I led worship, so... one day I invited him to my church (which was conveniently 5 minutes down the road from there). But alas, he explained to me that he worked every single sunday morning, and couldn't get off (i mean, when did this guy NOT work??). So I began the ritual of leaving a few minutes early for church every sunday so I could stop in to get some cheap, gross coffee...but mostly just to see him and tell him happy sunday :). However, due to higher gas prices/busyness/the fact that I had to do an annoying U-turn to get there, my diligent attendance soon waned, and then stopped all together, for several months. I suppose I just put him to the back of mind. 

Well, I stopped in there last night to get some milk on my way home... and when I pulled in, he popped in my head, and I hoped that he would be there...but...he wasn't. It was some guy I had never seen before.

 I suddenly had this deep and intense feeling of guilt, failure, and desperation. What if he really was lost? What if I was the only one in the world who cared enough to stop in just to say hello, to invite him to church, and to pray for him? 

What if I missed my only chance. HIS only chance. 

I was slammed right in the face with the fact that in this world, every encounter with someone can truly be life or death. And it's possible that my loss of interest could mean that man's eternal death. Not to be morbid, or even a pessimist...but it is God's honest truth. I've been asking all night, and day, that God would give me a second chance with that man. Sheesh..what are we on now? Chance 780548376287465 to get it right? 

All that giant mouthful to say: Be aware of the people you come in contact with...you aren't just running into them by chance. We should be compelled by the great love of Christ in all that we do. We are called to be His ambassadors in this dying, retched world (II Corinthians 5). 

I challenge you to take hold of, and run with every opportunity Christ puts into your path. Always be ready to give a reason for your hope



Romans 5:1-11
Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character; and character, hope. Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.

For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. For scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him. For if when we were enemies we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more, having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life. And not only that, but we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received the reconciliation.





3/22/09

...but for goodness sake

The God that spoke the universe into being, also took the time to create me...and as if the gift of life and living was not enough...he decided to give me the ability to create and speak into existence as well. But wait folks, there's more. He didn't limit us to only creating and making and forming things that are pleasing to him. He gives us the freedom of choice in our artistic/creative abilities day in, and day out. 

But for goodness sake. 

After all he's done for me, sacrificed for me, and freely given to me...how can I not draw on every creative juice in my veins to author music that pays homage to Him and Him alone?

3/19/09

brave enough

I wish were brave enough to jump out of my box and truly dive into being alive.

Am i the only on that feels like the culture and pressure of "living the american dream" can be detrimental to actually "living"?

I just want to quit life and play music. I want to write and play and sing to change people. Do I really have to starve in order to do that? On a scale of 1-10, how necessary is that?

I digress.


It's a lovely day in this lovely city.

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This video makes me smile. 

3/6/09

preach it.

"We insult God to believe that Satan has taken away the creative power that music has no matter what the style, and is capable of creating something himself. Only God is creative. Basically that means that God is after the heart of the musician and that is what can be corrupted. Music itself has always been God's." - Don Potter

3/4/09

Nueva

So I started a blog, and then didn't write in it for a month. Epic failure. 

Forgive me?

And this past month just happened to contain pretty much the biggest change of my life thus far. 
I got engaged to the love of my life, Charles. Super stoked. Getting married August 14th. And no, not next year, THIS year.

 


So, surprise...I'm planning a wedding. And it's funny how the world seems to "expect" every young female in the universe to have a magical instinct on how to plan a wedding. I think I missed that magical instinct. 

So be prepared to hear alot about all that "girly girl" wedding stuff. I'm already working on our wedding website. I apologize in advance for any unnecessary "girlyness".

In other news...heres what I'm thinking on tonight:


"...turning your old life in for a kingdom life. The real action comes next: The main character in this drama—compared to him I'm a mere stagehand—will ignite the kingdom life within you, a fire within you, the Holy Spirit within you, changing you from the inside out. He's going to clean house—make a clean sweep of your lives. He'll place everything true in its proper place before God; everything false he'll put out with the trash to be burned."
Matthew 3:11-12


I may expound later....